Lets see, life, well that's pretty all right. A lot of the same if you ask me, going to school, hanging out with the friends, wishing I could be with Victoria and Athena (can't wait until the summer), and of course wishing I was a better artist which seems to happen more and more frequently. There have however been some recent developments and happenings, I'm trying to find a new apartment which is always fun. Also, I started painting more which is awesome because it gives me an alternative to video games, and speaking of video games I am beginning to have a falling out with them, I just don't enjoy them as much and as every day passes they just look more and more like a waste of time. Other than that we started nude models in my beginning drawing class which is tough because I seem to lack any real comprehension of the human form, but at the same time it is a welcome relief from still lives and a fresh challenge. Something that has been bothering me is that I always seem tired, from the slight fatigue I feel when I wake up all the way through the day to when I feel exhausted as I lay down to go to bed. I wonder if it is because I am eating less and less, the weird part is I'm just not that hungry any more, if I ate only when I was hungry I would probably have about two meals every three days, it's bizzare. Other than that I have been trying to include more proper grammar and spelling and such when I type. I know it's not much but people who seem to care are becoming few and far between and it is almost scary.

On a totally different note, why do I post these things? Is it for the 6 people that watch me? If it is than that is a little ridiculous. I'm not sure to be honest, my best guess is that i write for myself, this is the journal i never had growing up.